Life Through My Lens

Blessed to be a blessing. Sing until the miracle comes.  Some of the biggest lessons we learn are through difficult circumstances and our long suffering. Yes, we are made for suffering. And it only holds true to how we handle those realities. The truth is we all make mistakes. We all do things out of our emotions instead of bringing them to the One. We should be seeking counsel instead of going to social media. It only leads down the dark path of self destruction. We need to place our hope in the Creator and not in what we can't control. Redirect our thinking and realities. We all have our moments when we would rather kick and scream and throw something across the floor and other times when we can rest in Him.  Nothing changes by worrying about it. Instead we need to be praying about it. God has been really teaching me in this season about steadfast faith. And I mean real full out cry to the Lord prayers. To release that pain in spoken word and talk to Him about it. He kno...

I n Christ she is able to do infinitely more than she could ever even imagine.  Our imperfections will never override God's promises. Trusting Him with our deepest desires, our deepest hurts and our deepest understandings. My last blog was mainly about how God calmed my anxiety and how I felt led in worship. I can say I feel so much better and learning to be more comfortable in worship and hopefully God will lead me to open doors. I have been feeling the weight of being uncomfortable and wanting to just go. This past week I could have quit my job, moved out and just went somewhere. I'm tired of being stuck. I'm ready for change. Not just any change, but a good and healthy change. Those kind of changes aren't easy. It takes a lot of thought to think through your decisions. I want to live life to the fullest, and I miss being able to just go where ever He called me.  I've been in a preparation season for a long time. But good things take time. He is developing our...