The Work Inside Us

I know breakthrough is coming, by faith I see a miracle
My God made me a promise, and it won't stop now .. 


I haven't written anything in a long time, but here it goes. There is a shift happening .. mostly inside of me. Everything feels off, I'm not myself and I feel like I'm on the verge of a panic attack almost everyday. When it comes to our own issues and working inside our hearts, it hurts. I can say it really sucks right now. I've had some things pointed out to me that I need to work on. And it's mostly stuff I've known, but it's hindering me in my relationships, but its also hindering me from being at my full potential. 

God honestly and genuinely wants whats best for us. Sometimes it's in our most painful and difficult seasons we see our biggest breakthroughs. It's not that he withholds us from something good, it's sometimes for our own sake until it's the right time. Fear holds us back. Fear gets in the way of things we desire. God overcomes that. We can't live in our fears and anxieties and expect God to what we most want. He has overcome that. 

I've been mad and upset with myself for how I've been. I have a hard time dealing with my emotions and feelings and then it all comes up all at once. God made feelings to be a good thing. I also have been told I'm trying too hard. Too hard to be what I'm not. It's showing. Everything is showing. I'm not what I really am. I really am a happy and fun person. I'm not my anxiety. I want people to see me as me. Not when I'm trying too hard to impress. 

Sometimes we're looking so hard for the connection were missing it. Maybe we're looking for things that are too worldly and not Godly. Just be yourself. God always does something in you before He does something through you. 
Breakthrough is coming, and when it does, it will be amazing. I'll be a better version of myself. When everything comes together and it will sense. We just have to be still before the Lord. Trust Him in the process. 

"Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus." -Philippians 4:6-7 




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