Great is Your Faithfulness!
The other day I got to attend the wedding of a dear friend of mine. The wedding was beautiful, filled with the Holy Spirit and blessed with love ones all around. I have known Leah for years now and I can say her obedience to the Lord has lead her to amazing places, and led her to her now husband. It has come with it's fair share of trials and tests, but God is faithful. I'm so happy for her and the new adventures she has ahead of her.
Being at her wedding brought back a lot of emotions. I know I want to get married too, but it made me miss the days when I was traveling, and the community missions brings. There is something so special about being somewhere abroad and the experiences you have with those around you. You can't even explain it sometimes. I have been home for a little over four years now and it's been a long haul of working through issues and having to work in general. What I am feeling now is ready to actually move forward. But I am not who or where I was five years ago. I am ready to take on real challenges to move on with my life.
I feel that a lot of us are in that 'waiting' stage right now. We want to move on so bad and are tired of waiting. The truth is that you don't want it to come so fast. Because everything happens all at once at your going to look back and wish you spent more time with the people around you and did more things while you could. Life can change so quickly. what we should be focusing on is what am I doing right now to work on myself and to work on life issues to be prepared for when that change happens.
There are so many times I wish I was more present than wanting to get to the next big thing. I'm ready to move on and travel again and to not have this nine to five life. And wanting to be on my own and meet the love of my life. The only thing I can do right now is to keep preparing my heart, and take each step at a time to get to where I want to be. Don't be afraid to talk through your struggles with someone, because we can't do it alone. We need each other and others to look up to.
Being at her wedding brought back a lot of emotions. I know I want to get married too, but it made me miss the days when I was traveling, and the community missions brings. There is something so special about being somewhere abroad and the experiences you have with those around you. You can't even explain it sometimes. I have been home for a little over four years now and it's been a long haul of working through issues and having to work in general. What I am feeling now is ready to actually move forward. But I am not who or where I was five years ago. I am ready to take on real challenges to move on with my life.
I feel that a lot of us are in that 'waiting' stage right now. We want to move on so bad and are tired of waiting. The truth is that you don't want it to come so fast. Because everything happens all at once at your going to look back and wish you spent more time with the people around you and did more things while you could. Life can change so quickly. what we should be focusing on is what am I doing right now to work on myself and to work on life issues to be prepared for when that change happens.
There are so many times I wish I was more present than wanting to get to the next big thing. I'm ready to move on and travel again and to not have this nine to five life. And wanting to be on my own and meet the love of my life. The only thing I can do right now is to keep preparing my heart, and take each step at a time to get to where I want to be. Don't be afraid to talk through your struggles with someone, because we can't do it alone. We need each other and others to look up to.
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