Your the Mountain Mover
What does it look like to just be .. to just be in His presence again. We grow soo used to being busy all the time we don't actually take the time for Him. God is a jealous God, and He wants all of our attention. He wants to get our attention back on Him. The enemy will do anything to distract us. And we need to be praying for discernment in the process.
Something was brought up to me the other night after church, what is the next? I was explaining how I went to college, did YWAM and now working full time, and I feel like my time following God is up. I'm in a different season of life now. And it sometimes involves giving up a lot in the process. But I'm not feeling fulfilled in what I am doing. I feel drained and tired all the time. I feel like I'm waiting for that next big thing to happen .. but what does that look like. God has grown me and changed me so much over the past few years that all that I have learned can be used in such significant ways. I'm an amazing mentor and friend. I have a lot of knowledge and life experience. God knows that.
I miss traveling and experiencing new cultures and people. I miss being on the go and having to pray through situations. I miss community. God places community in our lives, but it often involves actively pursuing it. It's just hard sometimes. Being intentional.
God gave me this word recently, I am worthy of pursuing. I have always been a pursuer, but never been pursued by anyone. It's just something I have never gotten whether it's from a guy, or my family, no one. It's kind of like if you want something, you have to go after it. The thing is, it's not just my job, it's a give and take. God pursues us! He wants all of us. That is how we should be pursued by someone. I know my worth is far greater then anything. I am worthy of that kind of love.
God will make way for things to happen. You need to be open to the new. It's so easy to go back to what's familiar. But God has more. It's His timing. But when is the next, when will it happen for me too. When will I be actively pursued and I won't have to try so hard. A lot of women feel this way. Sometimes you just have to say it. We put so much of our identity in the things that define us. We want affirmation and no commitment. We want the real thing but with no effort. My 30 years of waiting.
Something was brought up to me the other night after church, what is the next? I was explaining how I went to college, did YWAM and now working full time, and I feel like my time following God is up. I'm in a different season of life now. And it sometimes involves giving up a lot in the process. But I'm not feeling fulfilled in what I am doing. I feel drained and tired all the time. I feel like I'm waiting for that next big thing to happen .. but what does that look like. God has grown me and changed me so much over the past few years that all that I have learned can be used in such significant ways. I'm an amazing mentor and friend. I have a lot of knowledge and life experience. God knows that.
I miss traveling and experiencing new cultures and people. I miss being on the go and having to pray through situations. I miss community. God places community in our lives, but it often involves actively pursuing it. It's just hard sometimes. Being intentional.
God gave me this word recently, I am worthy of pursuing. I have always been a pursuer, but never been pursued by anyone. It's just something I have never gotten whether it's from a guy, or my family, no one. It's kind of like if you want something, you have to go after it. The thing is, it's not just my job, it's a give and take. God pursues us! He wants all of us. That is how we should be pursued by someone. I know my worth is far greater then anything. I am worthy of that kind of love.
God will make way for things to happen. You need to be open to the new. It's so easy to go back to what's familiar. But God has more. It's His timing. But when is the next, when will it happen for me too. When will I be actively pursued and I won't have to try so hard. A lot of women feel this way. Sometimes you just have to say it. We put so much of our identity in the things that define us. We want affirmation and no commitment. We want the real thing but with no effort. My 30 years of waiting.
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